I Got a Ticket

Dr. Grant Scarborough

I got a ticket two days ago – and yes I am bitter. It is all I can talk about. Maybe if I write it down, I can let it go. But before I let it go, I need to set the record straight. I need to make things right. I need to clear the air and my name.

I received a ticket for not wearing my seat belt. . . . . while wearing my seat belt. That’s right people. The officer asked, “Do you know why I pulled you over?” A very leading question, but I had no idea why he pulled me over. “No sir.” His next line was my favorite, “I see you have conveniently put on your seat belt since driving past me.” That little accusatory, spiteful sentence got my blood going. “Excuse me – I had my seat belt on the entire time.”

I got a ticket.

I have thought about my situation for 2 days now. Do I drive back down 5 hours away to fight this or do I just pay the fine? It would cost more to drive down there – but boy do I want to say in court – “I was wearing my seat belt!!!!” I want to be vindicated. I did nothing wrong and I would like my name cleared.

Whew – Feeling better already. Maybe if you read this and know I am not an evil law breaker, that would give me the peace I need. I have been wronged and I desire justice! OK forget the sentence you just read about peace. My blood is still boiling!

“Why not rather suffer wrong?”

“Why not rather be defrauded?”

What, are you kidding me? I will not stand for being defrauded. Forget it.

But Paul writes in Corinthians those two lines – Why not rather suffer wrong? Why not rather be defrauded?

He is talking about two Christians having arguments that they are unable to settle. They cannot agree and the argument is so intense, they take it to court to have the matter settled. In the process, the church looks divided and Christ’s name is tarnished. The Christians were unable to love each other enough to settle their disputes so they go to open court, which hurts the cause of Christ. Then he writes those two questions.

Wouldn’t you rather suffer wrong or be defrauded so that you can love your brother and promote the cause of the church – to usher in the kingdom of Christ?

Ummmm, NO – I desire to be right!

Listen – just lose the argument even though you were right. Just take one for team Jesus. Suffer wrongly so that Christ’s kingdom goes forward. Do not even try to justify yourself. Let your brother win. Stop trying to be right. Just take the shame, the loss of money, the loss of property, the feeling of being right. Take it for something bigger then yourself. Let your name be smeared so Christ’s kingdom will be glorified. Suffer wrongly! Be defrauded for the name of Christ.

ARGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH – to heck with that! I am going to fight this ticket.

There is something in me that will not let things go until we are made right. The thought of being wronged is too much for me – do not even think about defrauding me! I have rights.

But Paul says to lay your rights down for King Jesus. This is a hard pill for me to swallow. Christ is more important than me being right. Others are more important than me as well. I can lose and I can lose big, but I never lose with Christ. If I lose the entire world, I have lost nothing with Christ. Christ plus nothing is everything. My good name, being right, having everything except Christ is nothing.

God executed Jesus instead of me. Ponder that phrase for a moment. God sacrificed his own Son so that He can spare us. Jesus was wronged, and He was defrauded so that we could be in relationship with God. Maybe it is time we believed the gospel. Christ’s name is better than ours. We now live for His name and His kingdom and His people.  We live so that His name will never be defrauded again, even if ours is.

Oh dear friend – Be wronged! Be Defrauded! Be both if need be for the purification of the church, the love of the brotherhood, the name of Christ, and the advancement of the kingdom.

And please share this with that policeman in Florida!

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A Doctor’s Testimony

by Dr. Joyce Oh

For whatever reason, when Billy asked me to write about myself for this newsletter, I thought, “That’s easy! Who doesn’t like to talk about themselves?” But I fumbled for content, and while I know everyone has an origin story, it was hard to get the right perspective on mine. Today, the Lord reminded me that I can speak of Him, because He is the author of this life, His are the blessings I’ve received, His is the Spirit that lives in me, and His are the plans that my life follows.

The God of this universe, He decided that I be born into a Korean immigrant family. Sometimes I think of the questions I’ll have for God when we meet face to face.“Why, God, do you make women [or maybe just this woman] subject to our own emotions?”Another more relevant question I’ll have is “Why, God, was I born into a Korean family?”I cannot wait to know the answers. Like so many other immigrant families, it meant that there was a culture of hard work and high expectations. Though the essence of hard work is certainly a Godly principle, it is the enemy’s job to twist all things good into bad. From all that hard work, I’d come to believe this lie: “to be loved, be perfect.” The Lord offered me the first and most potent bout of freedom from this lie**

Through the rigors of residency and life outside of it, God continued to reveal the power of lies just like this that take rampant charge over my mind when it is not set on Christ: be smart, be right, be wealthy, be quick-witted, be wise, be beautiful, be perfect, and you will be loved. Isn’t the enemy so good at his job? Are these not great Godly gifts if used for His glory? But how quickly we make them servant to our own ends!

I learned a truth at Mercy Med through Jeanne, one of our amazingly God-centered counselors, that banishes these lies: you are known, and therefore loved.

Our God is so gracious, so beautifully merciful, so heartbreakingly tender, so endlessly wise, so INFINITE in His goodness that in knowing us, he loved us first while we were yet sinners. His is the love that first reached me, and I am changed because of it.

This revelatory and transformative truth the Lord has entrusted to us to make known to all peoples. He’s placed in me a desire to share and plant this truth in all peoples. Hopefully, one day, I’ll be able to have a conversation with a future brother or sister overseas about the Good News they’ve not yet heard!

Psalm 116: I Love the Lord because he hears my voice and my prayer for mercy.Because he bends down to listen, I will pray as long as I have breath! Death wrapped its ropes around me; the terrors of the grave overtook me. I saw only trouble and sorrow. Then I called on the name of the Lord: “Please, Lord, save me!” How kind the Lord is! How good he is! So merciful, this God of ours! The Lord protects those of childlike faith; I was facing death, and he saved me.Let my soul be at rest again, for the Lord has been good to me.”

Biscuits and Gravy

by Dr. Grant Scarborough

I love meeting people.

And lately Piggly Wiggly has made it really easy for me. Thanks Pig.

Their employees wear name tags. That gives me their names – check one. But they also give you a conversation starter. Under the name, it says something like, “Ask me about cheerleading” or “Ask me about school” or “Ask me about my daughter” – check two – a great conversation starter.

So I started the conversation the other day:

“Hello, how is your daughter?”

“She got suspended from school yesterday.”

“Do you want to talk about it?”

“No.”

Well – Piggly Wiggly – that one did not work out too well. “Ask me about my daughter” “She got suspended and I don’t want to talk about it.” But Pig, I appreciate you trying.

I opened up the Bible and started reading the book of James yesterday. It had a great conversation starter. All the books of the Bible seem to. James, and then underneath the name is a little comment. James could’ve put anything. If I was James, my nametag would’ve read “James – ask me about my brother.” James was the literal brother of Jesus. But his started differently.

“James, a servant of God and of the Lord Jesus Christ, To the twelve tribes in the Dispersion: Greetings.”

Something was not right with this verse – I read it in a different translation of the Bible. It is not how my dad use to say it. That’s my problem with the book of James. I have a word association problems. You know when you hear a word and you immediately associate it with another idea.

I say chips, you says salsa.

I say biscuits, you say gravy.

If I say the Book of James – You might say book of the Bible.

But I say my Dad walking around the house in his boxers.

I know – not the normal thought. I just cannot get it out of my head. He would walk around the house – pacing might be a better word – in his white boxers. And only his white boxers. He would say the book of James out loud from memory. He tried to memorize the entire book and he got a long way. In fact, he would say it out loud so much in those white boxers, that I myself had almost the entire first chapter memorized by osmosis. But his version started differently. His started, and yes this is from memory, “James a Bond Servant of God and the lord Jesus Christ to the twelves tribes dispersed abroad: Greetings.”

So when I read James the other day – His nametag conversation starter was wrong. The new translation I read from threw in the word dispersion, and that messed me up. What’s a dispersion? If I was playing word association with dispersion – I got nothing. I literally just stopped reading.

Introductions are important – James is writing to the dispersion – or better yet the tribes in the dispersion.  Whatever he says next is to this tribe – in their dispersion. His words are intended for these people.

Dots slowly started to connect. I went back to My Dad’s Version (MDV) “to the twelve tribes scattered abroad.” Why were they scattered?

They were being persecuted.

James is writing a book to Christians on the run. He is writing a book to modern day Iraq – “James a bondservant of God and to the Lord Jesus Christ to the Christians in Iraq being tortured by ISIS: Greetings” Well that takes on a whole new meaning. WOW – What does James say next?

It was true back then as well, immediately after Jesus died. Stephen was stoned to death for being a Christian. Then Saul took out to capture and kill Christians and then all of Rome made it their mission to destroy Christianity. People had their property stolen and their houses confiscated. They could not be employed. They lost their status in society. They were crucified, set on fire to be a torch or a light, fed to the lions, and beheaded. These were the Christians in the dispersion. These were the Christians James was writing to. Now with them in mind – or maybe the picture of the beach in Iraq when ISIS beheaded the Christians: Read on.

“Count it all joy” Shut the front door – he did not start with Joy. Are you kidding me? That’s sure as heck not how I would’ve started it.

“Count it all joy, my brothers, when you meet trials of various kinds” Trials of various kinds???? Do you mean beheadings? That is what I call murder. The Grant Scarborough Version (GSV) would have read “Be ticked off everyone, when they try to feed you to the lions – fight back – put up land mines – blast them to hell!”

“Count it all joy, my brothers, when you meet trials of various kinds, for you know that the testing of your faith produces steadfastness. And let steadfastness have its full effect, that you may be perfect and complete, lacking in nothing.”

What a great beginning – Joy – various trials – faith produces steadfastness. By definition – steadfastness means firmly loyal or constant or unswerving or fixed or unchanging. And your faith in the midst of trials makes you firmly loyal.

Oh Lord, I desire to be firmly loyal. I desire to be fixed upon you, never ever swerving. But to be honest, I do not want to do this in a dispersion. I want to do it in my nice air conditioned home, with my wife and kids, with clothes over my boxers. I want to do it while keeping my reputations and my wonderful job. And I can do this, but I do think my loyalty gets tested. I find myself being firmly loyal to my Lord and my job – and my house? And sometimes these things compete in small ways that makes me put one or two, for a brief moment above my Lord. The more I think on this, stuff really complicates my loyalty.

And this joy – various trials – firmly loyal – leads you to “being perfect and complete, lacking in nothing.”

Really James. That’s how you want to start. I can see him in heaven right now – YEP!

So here is my GSV Grant Scarborough Version

‘James, a bondservant of God, Jesus’s little brother – firmly loyal in Jeruselum for Christianity – in the end – beheaded – yeah they cut my head off too.

To the dispersion – to the people on the run – to you whose mother just lost her house – to you, yeah you, whose sister was just forced to be a slave – to you, yeah I am talking to you too, who are waiting to be fed to the lions. …….’

Then James’ next statement ends with being “perfect and complete lacking in nothing.” How can you be perfect and complete, lacking in nothing? There is only one answer.

Jesus.

Knowing, being one with the Messiah, abiding with him makes you perfect; makes you complete; makes you lack nothing. But wait I just lost my house, my property was stolen, I was thrown into slavery, I am being fed to the lions – ‘You lack nothing,’ James would still say.

I struggle big time with this thought – this struggle led me to write.

Lord help me to believe that you plus nothing is everything. Lord help me to believe you are more valuable than house, property, status, family, job, money – in fact if I lose everything, I have actually lost nothing. Because you make me perfect, you complete my greatest desires and longing and in You I lack nothing.

Your job does not give you an identity, your spouse does not complete you, your status does not perfect you – only Christ. He gives you His identity – you are a son and daughter of the King. It “almost” gives me a desire to go back to the times of the dispersion to understand this firmly loyal faith in Christ that leads me to lack nothing in spite of losing everything including my health. But the question I must wrestle with is how do I do this in the midst of this culture of wealth, self-preservation, and self-promotion.

I have no answer today. It might be time for you to take over. Strip down to your boxers and memorize a few more verses. Create a nametag with your name on it and then underneath write “firmly loyal.”

And keep reading James. The next verse is my only answer, “If anyone lacks wisdom, let him ask God, who gives generously to all.”

Lord give us wisdom!